"Call your name" OST is Annie

Annie's perspective:

I chose this song because of the significant fact that it has, it should be clarified that the first time I heard it at the OVA Lost girls I did not take the appropriate relevance because maybe at that time my happiness was winning and it was not so empathic with my character, however I heard the accident complete and the feeling given to me attracted me more but not to the extent of seeking a translation.

With the passing of the days and with the change of mind in me, there was the opportunity to listen to what I now know is called “Call your name”, this song just now I have it as a total reference of my feelings, giving it a different approach to what it probably is, since here he talks about shouting or asking attention to a certain person from the past, call yourself a relationship, in my case I focus on myself, to see myself in front of a mirror and shout at myself for the happy moments that I had and that I was not able to treasure enough to keep me emotionally stable.

There is a phrase that fascinated me and made my skin bristle:

«I lost my dreams in this disaster»

Why? Because not long ago I had dreams, goals and desires, or so I thought since my disturbed mind told me something else, in my vague memories those who lie clean and intact had the dream of being happy regardless of anything, my only wish was that , living always smiling and far from harm ...

But the reality is different, my disaster consumed me beyond what was planned, I got carried away by bad influences and fell into the pit of darkness, day by day I felt hope withered, night after night I cried between reproaches because the dream of being happy it had vanished just like a shooting star and that only made me unhappy because I resented myself, hated myself and I still hate myself for having lost something that I can no longer recover.

«I stand alone somehow»

It is another phrase said in the song, clearly referring to the fact that I rarely open my heart and thoughts to others and end up doing things for an obligation and not for pleasure in order to sustain my poor stability to appear happiness and that everything is going great , one way or another I look for a way not to give up in this fight against myself, my demons get bigger every day and although that happens I still hope to return to the happiness I once had the joy of playing.

"Screaming your name"

I say this phrase to myself in front of the mirror, shouting my name loudly binds me to reality, to what I am and to the real, to that tangible person, with feelings and who struggles every day to get ahead in a battle with himself .

Practically this song from my point of view speaks of remembering the moments with a special person, in this case and with total selfishness I can say that it is a song that I dedicate to myself because there have been days where I do not know and I must shout loudly and Of course my name so as not to get lost in the dark.